I was working at the coffee shop yesterday, and this hot shot producer who I know through the film festival came in. When she figured out who I was she looked at my apron, aghast, and said “what are YOU doing HERE?” And it made me feel very weird and judged.
I spent the night talking/thinking about how much I hate talking/thinking about art and how much I hate talking/thinking about God, and I don’t know, I think sometimes I want to think about art a little bit or think about God a little bit, but mostly I just want to be a person and talk about myself and others.
Nothing matters except our feelings and sensations.
Is this already a philosophy or did I just invent one?